Let Go

It`s been a while
but why is it that I cant seem to let you go ?
Is it just just a mirage in my head ?
when I know you arent there at all


I cant see you,
And I try so hard to place you
Thats a question , Ive begun asking myself
Do I need you ?

Feel your whisper scream words I love
Why do you leave leave me stranded the way you do?
Why did you have to make it so hard?
To end things the way you do ?


So far but still loved being together
But whats with all the time spent
What did all of that mean, i dont know
I know we cant be , thats what you said to me

Now I see you
But I dont feel the way I used to
Hear your whisper, but I dont seem to care no more
You`ve left me stranded and thats just about me and you

Feel your whisper scream the words I loved
Why do you leave leave me stranded the way you do?
Why did you have to make it so hard?
To end things the way you do ?

i`d go crazy

You linger in my head
memories so strong
i`d go crazy thinking about you

You`re sinking into me
every day and every night in awe of you
i`d go crazy if i ever got over you

Find your way into my dreams
Thats what you do, fill the spaces in between
the emptiness washed away , seems like a fix
i`d go crazy coz its as real as it may seem

The smell of your skin
creates a rush of blood
i`d be crazy to pass you through

Crazy Crazy Crazy about the things you do
I`d  go crazy baby If i ever were with you
You make my world spin around you
Crazy about you.

Reminiscence - Still in love

Reminiscence

Of the times I`ve been through your mind

Of the times you have run through my head

Still in love with you

I gaze into oblivion

thinking of you

And you`d never even know how I feel

Still in love with you

Its been such a long time

that I`ve seen your face
The silhoutte of your body
Still in love with you

I`ve let myself be such a fool

Sit and think about you
Days seem so still
Still in love with you

Cant seem to let you go
oh darling make this work
The sky seems to fall on me
Everytime I think of you

The clouds seem darker
I wish you and I were happily together
While i sit here waiting for you.....
Still in love with you

You`ll find me ..
In everything you do
Just take another look
I`d be your man

I`d make myself count
If you only knew
I am still in love with you..
Live loving you...

I wish I could

Over and Over
I wish I could  hold you
The nights that youve cried
The tears in your eyes
I wish I could hold you
and make this pain go away

The times youve been low
The times you`veve felt like you could fall
I wish I could be there to hold you
and make you stand so tall

The craziness in my head
The feeling of morning blues
The dawn breaking through
I wish I could hold onto you.

The moments of being cold
The days of feeling alone
I wish I could hold you tight
and let you know am there

The times its rained on you
I`d be there now to shelter you
I wish I could hold you
and let you know am a right behind you

Oh baby!!!This craziness in my head
The feeling of breaking through to you
If you only knew
I wish I could hold onto you

One last time over and over again
I wish I could hold onto you

In your eyes

The azure sky

The look in her eyes

She`s got me mesmerized

The falling leaves

This summer breeze

She`s in my dreams

The heavens flip

The touch of her lips

She`s got me in a grip

The setting sun shines in her face
Her hair gorgeously in place

Those brown eyes
Oh those beautiful brown eyes

She`s sweeter than wine

The darkest green

The silk of her skin

she`s magic within

The clock ticks by

I wait a while

Oh !!

There`s nothing sweeter than the glimpse of her smile..... :)

Quote me - Closer to reality

"Everytime I get closer to tomorrow, It moves farther away. Thats why I prefer today."

Quote Me - Cross Roads

"You may walk the straight path, but whether you like it or not, the cross-roads will find you,leaving you clueless yet again.."

How to make it right

If life were so easy...
would it be fair to live another day
would it be just to want better days
would you let me beathe

If reality was a dream
Would I ever want to  sleep
would my bed ever be at peace

If what I feel is unreal
would you know what a sudden rush of pain meant
would you know how it feels, to fall down over and over
My shadow is all I see

All the times Ive thought
Thought of how I`d done myself wrong
You made me a recluse so long
immortally, endlessly, ceaselessly,
With angst raging against my smile
I thank you for letting me down, for making me so strong
You`re the pillar... my pillar of strength..
Thank you over again..

You walked in, you stormed out
you crinkle your way in my footsteps..
Oh no ... never again
Listless you made my life feel
For a while
For a while
For a really short while..

Dreaming over again..
Stronger without you..
Pain washed away in this sway ..
I dont need you..
Am making my way anyway.

Quote Me

"There are questions that may have no answers and at times there are answers for which you may not want to reason the questions" ..... Aaron Pereira

my way back

The moon shines , I stand and watch the silver sky...
Stars dazzle in the spaces ..
Stand by the window, sipping irish coffee
I snooze the night , the clock ticks

The dawn breaks, the birds scream..
The newspaper pushed in through the letter gap,
An eye scans the headlines
The politicians still fucking peoples lives,

I step out of home
meet hearts of stone,
turn my head around,
try to escape, try to cover some ground
but they are all around

I make my way
find the road that leads me ,
feel the warmth of thoughts
making my way back home

In so many unspoken words,
I feel its time to be home..
thats where I never feel alone.