How to make it right

If life were so easy...
would it be fair to live another day
would it be just to want better days
would you let me beathe

If reality was a dream
Would I ever want to  sleep
would my bed ever be at peace

If what I feel is unreal
would you know what a sudden rush of pain meant
would you know how it feels, to fall down over and over
My shadow is all I see

All the times Ive thought
Thought of how I`d done myself wrong
You made me a recluse so long
immortally, endlessly, ceaselessly,
With angst raging against my smile
I thank you for letting me down, for making me so strong
You`re the pillar... my pillar of strength..
Thank you over again..

You walked in, you stormed out
you crinkle your way in my footsteps..
Oh no ... never again
Listless you made my life feel
For a while
For a while
For a really short while..

Dreaming over again..
Stronger without you..
Pain washed away in this sway ..
I dont need you..
Am making my way anyway.